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Monday, November 23, 2009

Hey, hey
Bye, bye (bye, bye)
Bye, bye (bye, bye)

Girl I'm doing this tonight
You're probably gonna start a fight
I know this can't be right
Hey baby come on
I loved you endlessly
And you weren't there for me
So now it's time to leave and make it alone

I know that I can't take no more, it ain't no lie
I wanna see you out that door
Baby bye, bye, bye

(Bye)I don't want to be a fool for you
Just another player in your game for two
You may hate me but it ain't no lie
Bye, bye, bye
(Bye)I don't really want to make it tough
I just wanna tell you that I had enough
Might sound crazy but it ain't no lie
Bye, bye, bye

Oh, oh you just hit me with the truth
Oh girl you're more than welcome to
So give me one good reason baby come on
I live for you and me
And now really come to see
That life would be much better
Once you're gone

I know that I can't take no more, it ain't no lie
I wanna see you out that door
Baby bye, bye, bye

(Bye)I don't want to be a fool for you
Just another player in your game for two
You may hate me but it ain't no lie
Bye, bye, bye
(Bye)I don't really want to make it tough
I just wanna tell you that I had enough
Might sound crazy but it ain't no lie
Bye, bye, bye

I'm giving up I know for sure
I don't wanna be the reason for your love no more
(Bye, bye)
I'm checkin' out, I'm signin' off
I don't want to be the loser and I've had enough

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This is how I feel right now =.=



5:58 PM



Friday, November 20, 2009

Well, force myself to wake up early today at 6 a.m. I wanna play soccer that's why. Good thing is, I did wake up at 6 but then fell asleep -.-
Woke up at 8 when Izikeil msged me to wake up. We played at the police station street soccer court.There was 6 of us playing there..and it was really damn hot there!!! I got dehydrated as soon as I started playing. -.- So we decided to play under the void deck.. Played for 2 hours..Was really fun

Tried to find a job after that, Me,Izikeil & Syafiq went to CWP to look for one. We were surprise though when there was some vacancies there. We went to every shop and asked for jobs.. After all that, we decided to work at Pizza Hut,Haha!!
Well, I think it okay. Besides, I found my cousin working there also.. This is so cool. Haha.
well thats all =.=



9:25 AM



Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Last Day of school.. Haiz...The best day ever. Im gonna miss everybody even those people I dunt even know im gonna miss them =(

Well, Took a lot of pictures with my friends....haiz..

(no mood to write anything)

I want to cry but tears wont come out....=(
................................(sobbing).................................



6:22 PM



Sunday, November 8, 2009

Vitamin C - Graduation
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
(Chorus)
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat Chorus

La, la, la, la…
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
Repeat Chorus X3
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This is a wonderful song that keeps telling me im gonna miss everyone once we leave secondary school. The memories, good and bad ones, we will remember them. Its funny how time flies so fast when we dun't want it to.I can still remember the first day I step into Admiralty school which I really hated and now im gonna miss it. Ironic isn't it? haha =D
Well, to all the graduating students, I wish you all the best for your future.Eventhough we may walk different paths....Our Destination would be the same.... (Sniff*)
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5:27 PM



Saturday, November 7, 2009

Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding, oh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me
I just can't believe it, oh
No I can't resist
And I can't be here
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
(Soldier down)
My heart
(Soldier down)
My heart
I have nothing to write right now. So im just writing how I feel right now. This is a new song by the backstreet boys. They are my favourite boy band ever. Fell in love with the song when i first heard it. Hope you guys would like this song too...
Backstreet Boys - Straight Through My Heart



3:11 PM



Monday, November 2, 2009

Its been while since I written anything. Well, I usually dunt have time to =.=
People like me are busy studying for their exams. =)

Well, I feel kinda down right now. So far, All the papers I did, didn't trouble me at all until today: the Ss paper was a disaster for me. =(
The things I studied didn't came out at all =.= wasted like 30 mins sleeping in the hall. haiz...
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There is this someone in my life who I seriously cant stop thinking about. I consider her as my bestfriend but I dunno how long I can accept that sort of relationship. People are now saying I like her. Well, It turns out.. I do. I am seriously trying my best to not annoy her though. Even her friends find that it is annoying. =( I understand how they all feel but Its just that, everywhere she goes, I wanna follow.I can't help it. Im just like a stupid dog following its owner blindlessly.The reason im doing this is because I wanna be with her. It makes me happy just to see her.I wanna be happy for my last days of secondary school.=( So if her friends are reading this, try to understand =( sometimes this things happen to people.

Haha thats all. =)
Im out....



9:14 AM



Monday, October 5, 2009

Well, I realise something today, Studying is fun. Subjects like chemistry and Poa are subjects that I really hate, turns out to be very Fun
still, Im having difficulties cathing up because for the whole of sec 3, I didnt pay much attention then. So now im regretting it.

So nothing much happen today, Just bought a few books at popular with Syafiq and Izikeil. I bought a poa notebook. I found it useful though, so I thought i'll give it a try. =D

I learned Something new today:
Studying is Fun!



6:10 AM



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Name
Muhammad Helmi a.k.a BuDaK Baik
Email
helz200@hotmail.com
This is my only email so add me in MSN
Loves
Playing Soccer(I wish to become a good one)

Playing the guitar, Making my own music

To Make New Friends Which:
1.Willing to be my friend
2.Must be very kind and respect others
3.Most of all,they must be friendly :P

Hates
Doing homework and taking exams,
Wars where innocent lifes are lost each day

People That are:
1.Annoying and always demand for attention
2.Who looked down on others and disrespects them just because they think they are better than anyone
3.Someone who doesn't want to be my friend :(


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