Im not feeeling well today.

Im feeling sick right now!!!

hope i get well soon =(






Today was really great! I had a lot of fun and guess what, Im studying! and not for the reasons I post earlier. Well, today I went out with Syafiqah and her sister Syahirah which both of them are twins.Cool right? =P
We were going to study at the library. Since we just started to get close this year, this was considered my first time going out with her.
Well, I reached first, and waited for them while doing a poa homework that is due on monday(I really hate it).
when she and her sister arrived. Syafiqah looked great..as in Woah.. Didnt realise how good she look. XD

well, we sat on the floor and started studying poa and teach each other stuff we dunt know.Even ViVian helped us. She was really really smart. So then Syafiqah wanted to eat so we decided to go eat at mcdonalds at cwp. We found a seat that is really covered.. as in very.. private and we start eating.. didnt know she can eat alot. =P there was a hill of french fries we three bought. haha.
After that we continued studying at the same place and I thought some her maths and poa. =)
After that, we walked home together.. And told lame jokes to each other and shared a few laughs..=) So yeah... fun actually. That was half my day. =)

When I got home, My family prepared to go Hari Raya. We went to alot of houses with my cousins joining us. =) so there was alot of people.

The best part of the whole thing is, adult acting like kids. haha.
There was practically 5-6 cars altogether and when we want to reach from destination to destination, the adults will act so childish and started racing with each other on the highway. Its was SOOOOO funny . haha. So yeah... Haha. Thinking of it still makes me laugh.

I learned something new today:
Theres a kid in everyone.
haha!! I guess u guys would agree






I have nothing to post today. So im gonna write about something about me. For those not interested you can go to another site than mine.
Today, I started studying for Olevels. You guys may think thats a good thing,but to me its not.
I only study when I get stress,sad etc... all the negative feelings all inside my head. I dunt know why.. But im feeling down right now.

I keep asking myself.... Is there such thing as a BestFriend??
What do best friends do? Do they care for you when you need caring??
Do they help you in time of need??
I wonder.







Today was ok. P.E lesson was very lame. We had to do this dance(forgot the name) which just involves much of the feets movement so it was really boring. There was three classes in the hall, the strange thing was that our class was the most cooperative. Which also meant that we were praised by the pe teachers for being in sync, LOL!! Next week we had to do the same thing again. =.=

So, got back a few more of my exam papers.. Not gonna say the marks because they are very dissapointing. =.=
After skul there was a soccer against a unknown VS Eurythemics(sry if wrong spelling) so unknown lost and the score was 5-1(i think)

So that was just what happen the whole day.
Kinda boring.
Not looking forward to tomorrow though. More scolding coming our way






Argh!! today was boring. Classes was boring as usual. Got back my EL paper 2 and got 23/50. Dissapointing.. MT paper 2 was 28/70. Even dissapointing. luckily geog and ss teacher never came. I couldnt stand to see another paper I fail. Last period was chem. I got back chem paper3 and it was 30/65.Another dissapointment. I thought that was over but there was PoA remedial. and we got back our papers too.I gt 38/100.Most dissapointing of all.

Luckily there was her to msg with or else I would be angry at myself the whole day.
After remedial. Sat at the canteen with azri,yan quan,izikeil and syafiq and told lame jokes to each other,as usual.. Then Mr Ong came and sat with us and gave Azri advice about how to study.. Im nt sure if it helped azri, but it did to me. I wonder how's azri feeling right nw. Just the other day he was angry with that teacher.. Lol.. The IRONY!!!

So went home and was really bored. tomorrow there will be a match against a team.
Not looking forward to it though.haiz....
Well, thats all for today.






Today was a funny day. I wear blue today for hari raya. Me and my whole family which includes my cousins and all.(a really big group) Went to visit houses which I nvr visited before. I guess this year was different. We went to my mom's siblings childhood friend houses.(Complicated) So, it was really funny to see the adults react like little kids. They were so funny that most of the time we were laughing.

So I cant explain in details here also because it will take too much time.
man.. tmr there is school and im not looking forward to get back my results for prelims. Im sure i will do badly.. Ah well...






Woke up at 6 and get ready to go to a mosque somewhere near Singapore( Im nt sure where is that but I know its far from my house) So went there and took some pictures of people .

After that we went back home to get ready to go to our first house. I had a hard time choosing what colour to wear for our first day since my parents didn't buy new clothes. As I was browsing through my clothes, I found a rather new looking Baju Kurung. It was dark green in colour and It had a dark green pants also. I decided to wear that on the first day. I quickly rushed out to tell my mom that im gonna wear a dark green Baju Kurung.
when I asked her, she replied
" oh good, now quickly get ready." at the same time smiling at me.

I realise that the whole family was gonna wear green and for boys, we had the same design. I was like o.0???? since when did we buy ourselves new clothes??? Even my brothers and sisters were shrugging their shoulders when I asked them.

So house to house we went, and we kept eating and eating. =.=
But still it was exciting because the mood was there. =)
So that was much wad happen the whole day. I couldnt go in details because that will only take up the whole page to write. By then, you guys would fall asleep reading my entries. =P

So, until next time.







Well, the whole day did nothing, just sleep and used the computer. So I was feeling very bored today. Tomorrow is Hari Raya and my family still have not bought the kuih-kuih( I dunno what is it in english) so I wasnt in the mood. We didnt even buy new Baju Kurung. For those who doesnt know what it is, It's a malay tradisional costume. =) so, obviously the mood wasn't there to celebrate Hari Raya. Plus, theres also O level to prepare.. Haiz...

It was about 8 p.m. and my whole family went out. For me, I obviously stayed at home. So played some songs and guessed what, I finally completed another song!!! 4 songs now in my album. Muhahaha!! =)

So when they arrive home, guess what! they bought loads of kuih-kuih and keropok-keropok. I was like ok? o.0? Whats with the last minute shopping.. so my whole family started putting the food into the containers.. For me, being the spoiled child, went to try everything and started eating.I was so full and of course got a stomach ache afterwards.. =P

So.. My mood to celebrate became brighter. Hope that tomorrow gonna be a good celebration.






Well, Todays was kinda ok. Our lat prelim paper. It ended about 9 a.m so i went home early. After that got NCC and since I had nothing to do, I took lots of pictures of the NCC cadets =)

Today was really boring. I had my science(physics/chemistry) practical test today. Mine was the first shift so I had to come to school at 7.15 a.m while the other classes gets to come late. So the practical was kinda easy actually. so im confident that I can pass. Just pass =)

After the practical, my class had to be quarantined in the hall because if not we would have the chance to call or msg our frends that have not taken the test yet. Since there was three shifts, we had to be qurantined in the hall for more than 4 hours while the other classes finish their practical. So we had to do chemistry worksheets while in the hall which was really boring. So, me and Keith wrote a song. Its not finish yet and since I dunt know what to post today, Im just gonna post the lyrics we did.

"School"

verse1
I woke up every morning, to go to school
My bags are ready and has a book or two
Ate my breakfast and put on my shoe
to get ready to go to school

verse2
I took the bus numbered 913
I found a seat and guessed who I see
A beautiful girl my first crush you see.
This happens to me everyday when I go to school

Chorus
Teachers,students and boring lessons
Test and Exams oh I hate them
beautiful girls and handsome guys
all wanna look their best at school

Verse 3
its 10.15, it's time for our break
took my books and throw them away
In a rush, yes, I wanna see her
cuz shes the reason why, I go to school.

Ok thats where we stopped .. cause Mr Ong was scolding and we decided to stop here..
The lyrics are kinda weird. But Its fun to sing to =)
Thats all for now =)






Today was tiring. The P.O.A paper was so difficult. I wanted to cry when doing it. I slept almost half the time. Well, I guess that happens when its ur most hated subject. =)






Woke up today and studied last minute for my maths paper 2. I was all geared up for the exam.Now, Im gonna explain in details how I did my exam.

There it was, the question paper infront of me :calling my name "Helmi".(lols kinda lame)
"Okay you may start now," said the examiner.

I turn over the paper with caution hoping that there would easy questions. When I saw the first line..."factorise the following.." , I was like(haha) this is gonna be easy. Then when I look at the equation, I blanked out. I was like ($@#!^&*) wats this??

So, this happened for the next question, and the next question,and the next....... =.=!

"there goes my maths marks" was my thought. Well, at least I tried my best =) that matters the most.

So after the maths paper was mother toungue paper 2. I finished the paper like 45 mins before the times ends. Wanna know my secret to finishing the paper fast? it easy. I did the paper anyhow. =.=


"there goes my mother toungue marks" was my thought again.Well, at least I tried my best again =)


After the exam. I played soccer at 1500 hrs and it was scorching HOT!

I sweat like hell and I became very dehydrated. Me, Yan Quan, Syazwan and Omar played at the police station street soccer court until its 1800 hrs and then we went home. When I reached home, My body temperature was high and I lacked of water. I was so dehydrated that my temptation to drink annoyed me but I didnt drink because I was fasting. Then when my family break fast, I drank about 7 glass of water. Felt like puking. =P


So at night played soccer again, same place. It was really tiring day. Being stressed out about exams which is mentally painful, and getting tired playing soccer which is physically painful.


I learned Something today:

I must balance study and play or else I will strain myself!!
Hope it makes sense. The picture is what im feeling now







This past few days I have nothing to post about. Just stress about O levels. SO thats all folks..






Today was okay. Went to Azris' house and had some fun.(thats sounds wrong o.o) We were wondering if we want to start a dance crew. So anyone interested can join us K? I'll like to emphasis that we are a Beginner Crew. Haha . so those who cant dance can join also. =D

So today i have nothing to post. SO i'm gonna do some questions Shahliza forced me.


40 Secrets about yourself.
Be honest no matter what.

1. Have you ever been asked out?
>No Idea.

2. Where is your default picture taken?
>In my room.

3. What's your middle name?
> Helmi

4. Your current relationship status?
> Single (duh)

5. Does your crush like you back?
> I have no idea

6. What is your current mood?
> Stress. O' levels drawing near

7. What color of underwear are you wearing?
> Alot of colours =P

8. What color shirt are you wearing?
> White

9. Missing something?
> Probably?

10. If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?
> My personality. I want to learn to be more confident from young =P (no idea)

11. If you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?
> A Japanese Spitz

12. Ever had a near death experience?
>Not Sure. But there was one time when I almost had a heart attack. o.o

13. Something you do a lot?
> Playing soccer and making music =D

14. The song stuck in your head?
> The ones I wrote myself

15. From whom did you copy and paste this?
> Shahliza. She bullied me =`(

16. Name someone with the same birthday as YOU:
> Haha!!! That would be... ah... ahh..hmmm???No idea.

17. When was the last time you cried?
> Receiving my O' level Mt results

18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
> Yes! Lot of times. Im sure it was bad =.=

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
> That would be to read peoples mind. o.o

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
> Her personality of course =D

21. What do you usually order from starbucks?
> Never been there so no idea..

22. What's your biggest secret?
> My biggest secret is that I have no secret. ( no idea what im talking about)

23. Favorite color?
> No favourites. Love them all

24. Do you still watch Kiddie shows?
> Often because these shows reminds me of how life was less stressfull when I was a kid.

25. What is a line from one of your favorite songs?
> "Show me the meaning of being lonely"

( BackstreetBoys)

26. What are you ?
> A Human I suppose

27. Do you speak any other language?
> Chinese, malay, Arab .....Maybe French =p hope so.

28. What's your favorite smell?
> Fresh Air

29. Describe your life in one word:
> Lonely

30. What is one thing you would like to learn how to do?
> To dance like the group Jabbawockeez and like MJ

31. Have you ever kissed in the rain?
> HAHA. you think?

32. What are you thinking about right now?
> The sooner I finish this 40 questions, the sooner I get to sleep

33. What should you be doing?
> Studying for Prelims and O' levels

34. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
> Forget

35. How often do you talk to God?
> Pretty Frequent.

36. Do you like working in the yard?
> Wheres the yard????

37. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
> Lonesome. Sounds nice.

38. Do you act differently around the person you like?
> Uh no. That'll be dumb.

39. What is your natural hair color?
> Dark Black... lol black is alrdy dark..

40. What is your most memorable moment?
> I have none, to tell you the truth.

Anyone who wants to do this quiz they may do so. Happy quizing =D






So today morning got ready to go to the movies. Not so excited about it since I had a slight fever, So Claire and I watch the movie proposal. She was the one who chose it so we just watch. The movie was ok though, but I think she did not like it that much. Kinda predictable how the story goes. So nothing happened much between us...Kinda dissapointed actually.(Its not like were together)


After that I went to the Library where Syafiq,Azri,Izikeil and Hamiza was quietly studying. I find it weird though why they choose a spot like that. I wanted to lie down but the space was limited and behind us was a metal railing followed by a glass door( how comfortable was that). So we studied..Actually they studied..not me. I just stared at the book and blanked out. Didnt know whether any information got in, I didnt care. Just wanted to end the day and get well soon.

As soon as I got back home, Got ready to break fast. I didnt eat much cause I wasnt feeling to good. As soon as i finished eating.. headaches came. And I fall asleep immediately..Woke up in the morning around 3 am writing this, feeling abit better :)


I learned something today:
Dunt Go Out When Your Feeling Unwell As It Only Makes It Worse


thank you and have a nice day people.
:D






Today I woke up at 1p.m. I'm feeling worser than ever and I feel like dying sniff*sniff*...

Then I realise something again.. Wednesday... OH NO!!! Mother toungue remedial. Cough*cough*


Forget it.. Im not feeling well.

So I went online to read peoples blog then suddenly I read one of the entry of my friends blog and for no reason I got pissed off. I didn't have the mood to chat with anyone.

so the whole just practically boring. =.=

Btw, theres Somebody called bloghopper who hates me. So whoever he/she is, tell me, Lets be friends so that we can make this world a better place. =.= So im Looking forward for tomorrow.

I learned something today:

Holidays can be really BORING

The day before stayed up to read the book. The story is **** nice! I've read finish the book and it was like 4 a.m. SO I fell asleep and woke up at 5.30 a.m for breakfast. :D
the weird thing is that I feel so energetic. After that I played my guitar till about 8 and fell asleep again. Then I realise something. Tuesday......... OH NO!!! I got Chemistry remedial!!!
I realised it when I woke up at 10.45 a.m because of a msg she sent me.I was late =.=
So the whole day msg her.

During the afternoon I was not feeling well. Suddenly I received a headache. I think because I was lacking of sleep. HAiz..so that was much my whole day. Haiz... tomorrow got mother toungue remedial..

I Learned something today:
Do not skip remedial.






The holidays are so boring. I cant take it. SO, monday was nothing. I stayed up the night before just to read a book: Harry Potter - Deathy hollows. Which I think the book was great. SO when I stayed awake up the whole night, eventually I would wake up late. Guess what? I wokes up at 4 p.m.(thought I would wake up at 6). Then the first thing I did was to message a friend. With my eyes half open. Its been awhile since I msg her.(its only been less than 12 hrs). So our conversation continued....Then I msged syafiq who was at the library and did not invite me..WTH. fine.....=.=

So that was the only thing I remembered on that day. The rest of the day was msging her only. Miss her alot :`(

I Learned Something New Today:
Do not Stay up Late Because Of A Book.. That goes for studying also. :D
This is kinda lame..






First day of the prelim. First was english paper 1. To me it was kinda easy because we just had to write letters and stories. For section 1 i chose the question, If im nt wrong its about someone wronging you and after that they apologize. To me its was kinda easy. haha :D Section 2 was to write a speech for graduation. I totally forgot the format. Argh!! but then luckily I had observant eyes.. HEHE :P then i remembered the format.

So when the english paper finish, It was Social Studies(ss) paper. When I started doing the first paper. I blanked out. The picture was so..ZZZZZ i couldnt understand the source at all!!! it was seriously a killer for me. After that I went home and thats about the whole day. Lazy to write long grandfather stories.

I learned something new today:
DO NOT STUDY LAST MINUTE!!

Name
Muhammad Helmi a.k.a BuDaK Baik
Email
helz200@hotmail.com
This is my only email so add me in MSN
Loves
Playing Soccer(I wish to become a good one)

Playing the guitar, Making my own music

To Make New Friends Which:
1.Willing to be my friend
2.Must be very kind and respect others
3.Most of all,they must be friendly :P

Hates
Doing homework and taking exams,
Wars where innocent lifes are lost each day

People That are:
1.Annoying and always demand for attention
2.Who looked down on others and disrespects them just because they think they are better than anyone
3.Someone who doesn't want to be my friend :(



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